Didnt realize

 I never realized how soft your kisses were. I didn't realize your touch flowed through me like a summer lightning storm. I never knew being alone meant being without you by my side or one chair gathering dust at the kitchen table. I never could remember your birthday or our anniversary, but you found ways of leaving little hints around the house, hiding in plain sight. You were good at those things. You know, I've known pain in my life, some worse than others, but I never knew a heart could be so badly broken and still beat. You were, are, and always will be my best friend throughout time and beyond. And I don't want to imagine life without you. I hope both our hearts will mend and we can live our future again as one. I'm sorry I hurt you and took steps backward, but I promise you all that was wrong will be made right, and broken hearts can begin to heal. I love you.