Story box

 Is it writer's block, or have I just said all I want to say? I've likely used every word combination I know, so maybe this is the final stop for story retirement. But what does one do with over a thousand stories stored away in digital clouds—written, saved, and rarely revisited?

When I began my writing journey, I used paper and pen, doubting I'd ever use a typewriter, and never did. Boxes of stories, all handwritten now, rest with other boxes full of memories and are shoved into an empty space in an already cluttered garage.

I opened a box recently, a smile on my face as I picked something out to read, and instantly remembered where and when I had written it. It was written on a bar napkin, the ink smudged a little from a drink that sat on it. I remember asking the barmaid for a topic and writing something for her. Believe it or not, it was a good pickup line. There were literally hundreds of scraps of paper, even paper bags, and a page from a phone book, all with my words, my stories, and my passion for the written word.

I came across a binder of song lyrics I had written over the years, along with a couple of CDs in demo form, but they never went any further and joined the rest of the forgotten word soldiers in the box of the unread. I've never gone more than a few days without writing something. I had to, was compelled to, and lived for the release of a potential story that was filling my head to the point of exploding. And then came my blog.

A place I could tell stories, most only a few paragraphs depicting fantasy with my own life adventures all rolled up into a neat little story I shared with anyone who would take a minute or two and read them. The years passed, and the stories kept coming almost daily. Hundreds of themes that grew to thousands, but sadly never reached the audience I longed for.

So maybe this is the end of my storytelling, and my keyboard, with well-worn keys, should be put in a box, in a well-deserved resting place among the forgotten stories I had such hopes for. Who knows? Maybe one day my box will be found by a family member clearing out my life's stories, and they will take the time to read them and find themselves right where I wanted them to be.

Mike 2026                                        

A grammar school valentine

 She took the small cardboard heart from the shelf where it had sat gathering dust for a very long time. She wiped the top with her sleeve. Then she opened it. The faint smell of chocolate drifted towards her—another trip down memory lane. Grammar school valentines so many alike, but a certain few were kept as they had more meaning than the school's bully card did. She took a card out of the heart-shaped box from Billy, whom she had the biggest crush on in the fourth grade. She traced his name with her finger, recalling laughter in the schoolyard as he smiled at her, melting her heart.

She knew all the verses on the various cards and other reminders of Valentine's past. A red ribbon she wore in her hair at the school dance, a white handkerchief with a red heart embroidered by her grandmother, and even a couple of candy hearts with simple but memorable words like "Be my valentine," hardly legible anymore.

Then there was the stack of red envelopes postmarked over the years. She always kept them for last as funny valentines were replaced with real letters of love. One by one, she read every word slowly as if it were the first time. He wrote about ports he visited and life on a Navy ship. He professed his love for her in words he had often written on a star-filled night, looking at the sky, knowing she would be looking at them with him as tears fell from her eyes, coming to rest on his own tear-stained words.

Time had taken its toll on the faded letters, just as it had on her heart, when she realized she'd read for the last time, the final expression of love from her childhood crush, Billy. She put the letters back into the heart-shaped box where they'd remain until next year, gathering dust and a few more tears of both sorrow and joy, knowing she was loved when she traced his name on a grammar school Valentine.

Mike 2026                                                 

66 years between them

 There were 66 years between them; her life just beginning, his like sand in an hourglass. He adored her as he did all his grandchildren, near and far. He remembers, as if yesterday, his first grandson, now 21, stealing a part of his heart he had never known. As years passed, more blessings and love arrived with every newborn.

Decades of birthdays and holidays, and hundreds of memories filling his days with special moments, stolen hugs and kisses, and rare moments lying on the floor with coloring books and stickers. It took her a while to warm up to him, but it wasn't his first rodeo, and he knew if he just waited long enough, she'd ask him if he was staying for dinner or going to her school, as she was receiving an award, and would he let her ride with him and stop for a treat?

It never ceased to amaze him the wonders of a child's life as they began to absorb the world around them, wanting answers to countless questions, like where the stars come from or how fish breathe underwater. Their growing minds are starved for knowledge, and they will go to great lengths for answers.

Rides home from school with her brother and endless chatter about who's her friend and who isn't, one sentence spoken with another close behind as her little mind must speak when the thought is there, lest she forget it. Her older brother, now a teen, sits beside her, doting on her and, with great kindness, always answering her questions, no matter how many times she asks. It wouldn't be a proper ride home without stopping at the food mart for a treat, which always meant several trips around the store for a snack and a drink of her favorite juice, while her brother tried to help her select the right treat with patience for his baby sister.

Five minutes of silence as snacks are eaten, and then the questions come back in doubletime. Will you stay with me until mommy gets home? Will you stay for dinner with us? Can we color together? Can we play with my dolls and put makeup on them? So I put on my grandpa hat and wear a cardboard crown left over from a trip to Burger King. She picks out the colored crayons, leaving me with one green one and her with an entire box.

Time flies, and her mommy arrives home, tiny legs running to greet her with papers flying all over as she shows her what she and Poppi had colored. Poppies are green, but mine are all colors. Poppi is staying for dinner, right, Poppi? she asks. He smiles at his daughter, who knows all too well that her child never gives up when she wants something. So an extra plate is set at the table, the coloring books and stickers are put away, and you can bet your last dollar the conversation will be memorable.

Mike 2026                                             

Painted faces

 He stood in a field that is barren now, remembering days long passed when the crowd cheered him as he played the part of a circus clown. He closed his eyes and pictured all the colorful costumes, the stage makeup, and brightly painted wagons he called home. He could hear the barkers and vendors selling their goods just outside of the big top as people lined up for the evening performance.

He saw himself so much younger when he first signed on as a laborer with a wish to become a clown. Time passed, and he held onto his dream, watching and learning from some of the greats, and from one particular clown named Emmitt Kelly. Truly a legend whose inner clown was expressed so quietly that the world could only look in awe at his performance.

More time passed as he worked his way into the clown quarters and was allowed to practice his own makeup and a routine he could call his own. He practiced every day, slowly improving, until the day finally arrived when his name was added to the list of full-time clowns. He wore a happy face and flowered clothes, floppy red shoes, and a purple wig. He wore a horn on a string around his neck that he'd blow at unsuspecting guests who would jump up out of their seats laughing and spilling popcorn to the delight of everyone close by. And they called him Mr. Floppy.

As he stood in the field, memories washed over him, and he saw the faces of the other clowns, without makeup or costumes, just ordinary men trying to express a part of themselves hidden beneath the surface of sometimes-damaged souls. But when the costumes were put on and the makeup painted on their faces, the clowns of the circus came alive. Dancing and jumping around the tent, getting both applause and cries from little ones whose parents might find it hard to get them to sleep that night.

He stood in that field, wondering where everyone could be now. Some had passed while others resided in circus housing, a place where help was given and afternoon performances were put on, with shaking hands, putting on makeup, and wigs, ready one more time to entertain. The beep of the van's horn signalled it was time to leave, as he took one more look at where the once majestic big top once stood. He breathed in the smells of peanuts and cotton candy and saw the human cannonball fly away into the clouds he had always pursued.

Come on, Mr. Floppy, the driver yelled. We have a show to put on. hed almost forgotten that every other Thursday, the remaining clowns of the greatest show on earth would visit a children's home where, in full costumes, they would make balloon animals, toot their horns, and throw candy into waiting hands. It meant the world to the children, but also gave the tired old clowns one more chance to paint on a happy face.

Mike 2026

                                                            

Butter yellow home

 Springtime finally arrived in all its colors, splashed against a backdrop of green, as children once again rode their bicycles. The ringing of handlebar horns—pink and blue—filled the air. Some showed off Christmas bikes, while others found the nearest mud holes to christen their mighty steeds.

Springtime meant mom opening every window in the house and shaking the winter's dust outside, where it belonged, as Dad took inventory in his shed, preparing to paint the house a butter-yellow that mom insisted was the best choice.

Snow shovels were put away, replaced with hoes, rakes, and sprinklers, with great expectations of a bountiful harvest. Mom let us reach into her apron pockets, and each of us removed a packet of seeds to plant and nurture throughout the coming months.

Snow tires were replaced with good-weather tires, and dad changed the oil in the car they'd had as long as anybody could remember. It was grandpa's car at one time, but he bought it second-hand and handed it down to dad when his eyesight was almost gone. As it turned out, it was fifty-some years old, but you'd never know it. It's a classic, Dad would say, and someday it will be a collector's dream car.

April brought showers and summer sweltering heat that made tending the garden a chore, but also the promise of keeping it alive and thriving. Late spring brought baseball games at the town park, where families brought picnic lunches, spread out on a blanket of red-and-white checkers, some watching the game while others read books or played with the young children whose energy knew no bounds.

Spring gave way to summer, then to autumn, with a freshly painted house and a garden ready for harvest. Baskets overflowed with vegetables, each of us proud of ourselves for the promises fulfilled. But one thing we didn't plan for was the biggest pumpkin anyone had ever seen. We thought it would stop growing, but week after week it doubled in size and became a contender at the county fair, where it took first place in the two-hundred-and-twenty-pound giant category.

Winter made itself known in the wee hours of a December day, covering the land around them in a blanket of white, where bicycles were buried and some not found for weeks. Snow tires were put on, and shovels replaced the hoes. Colored lights of Christmas were strung again, and snowmen popped up all over the place as Mom kept asking where all the carrots had disappeared to.

Life is a circle that always comes around, filled with memories of family and friends and everyday acts of love and kindness. Its promises made and promises kept, its wonder and joy, and watching as everything and anything grows before your eyes, and that's how I see it all from the porch of my butter-yellow home.

Mike 2026                                                     

The elusive trading card

 The ice-cold bottle of Coke crashed down the chute and came to rest at his fingertips. He pried off the cap, lifted the bottle, and drank, bubbles sliding down his throat. Three quick slugs emptied it. He placed it with the other empties in the wooden case. Though he could have drunk another, he saved his last change for baseball cards.

It was a short walk to the comic store where the cards were also sold and hed been keeping an eye out for the next delivery that was due in today. He was greeted by a few of his friends, all gathered in front of the store, their change jingling in their pockets, anticipating finding a rare, very collectible card. And even though their chances weren't good, their spirits ran high; maybe one of them would.

Finally, the mail truck pulled up. The driver, holding a box no bigger than a breadbox, walked past them and set it on the counter, where the shopkeeper opened it and took out the stack of wrapped cards. Once good buddies, now like ravens fighting over roadkill, they pushed and shoved to be first in line.

What seemed like an eternity a minute ago became mere seconds as wrappers were dropped to the floor and each card looked at with great hopes of finding that one card, but only finding a small flat piece of bubblegum and players they already had. Sorry, boys, the shopkeeper said as the boys shuffled out of the store toward the park bench, where they traded cards for ones they didn't have.

Each of the boys had a couple of coins, not enough to buy one more pack, but if they pooled their change, they had just enough for one more pack. It was a race back to the store, where, along the way, they swore a blood oath that if that one special card was in the pack, they'd take turns holding on to it forever.

They plopped their change on the counter, and the shopkeeper set the last of the new cards on the counter where the boys just stared at it, knowing and believing this was the pack they sought. They decided on rock, paper, scissors to see who would be the lucky one to open the pack. It was Bobby who won the honor as he slowly opened the pack, as all eyes were on the pictures of familiar players, but once again, not the card they sought. Bobby split the flat piece of bubblegum among them as they left the store, popping bubbles and racing to the ball park, hoping to see the mid-day game with players still climbing the ladder to the big leagues, and who knows, maybe their own cards someday.

That one card was never found, and the boys grew up with sons of their own who, on any given Saturday, could be found opening trading-card packages and fighting over the flat piece of bubblegum. I suppose some things are just too good to let go of.

Mike 2026                                                 

The power of written words

 I find writing more effective than speaking for sharing my feelings. Writing lets me express myself in a form I can keep and revisit. Spoken words fade, but written words remain, providing a lasting reminder that's always there when summoned.

When I think about life, my words come naturally, and writing lets every thought and feeling be preserved, ready to revisit.

I am inspired to write rather than speak my emotions about everyday occurrences, leaving a lasting impression that touches me in one way or another, and remains in limbo until called upon to put it into meaningful written words.

For many years, I spoke the words to audiences of eager young adults who craved the next sentence I spoke like eager beavers hanging on every word they would retain to be used in their professions. Then, like a light switch, I stopped speaking and began writing.

I realized I had so much more to say when I let the pen do the talking, and all I had to do was supply the concept, and the words flowed. Now, three books and 1000 blogs later, I continue to write about anything and everything my mind and heart want me to write.

I'm still in awe at the volumes of stories I've penned, and I never lose sight of the gift given to me. In reality, written words come to be through my imagination and heartfelt memories, which only come to life through my pen and a blank sheet of paper.

Mike 2026